Success!

I managed to figure out how to post again! Whoo hoo! Well it's summer, pretty much, summer break. So I most likely will have some crazy adventures to post (i hope, keeping my fingers crossed).

Anyways, what's new with me, or the same... I still have my darling boyfriend, couldn't be happier with him! I am currently looking for a new job, I actually have an interview tomorrow at Peak's General Store, I would love to score a waitressing job though, mmmmmm tips! But I'll take pretty much anything I can get at this point, being broke sucks ass! I have become even moreso addicted to video games, I am hooked on War Craft III and Time Splitters 2. I can actually kick some guys asses in Time Splitters, should I be proud or ashamed? Meh, I enjoy it...

Well that is all I'm going to post for now, I can make no promises when I will post next. Toodles!

Update!

Wow, it's been awhile, but I have not missed posting. Been off having a great time involved in other activities...

Well this doesn't surprise me, even after all this time, I still have nothing to post. Hmmm... well university is still going great, I no longer have an insane amount of free time on my hands, my family has been bringing me down a lot lately, but I have the most amazing boyfriend who makes everything all better in the end!

So my spring break has apparently begun today, seeing as university is cancelled until 11 with a further update, I miss both of my classes by that time (I am assuming they won't open until somtime after 11:30, when my second and last class starts, if they do open...) and well I have no classes on Fridays. Yay! I am so excited for everyone to get home (I miss you Jenna!), can't wait for you to get home!

Anyways, my head hurts, so I'm heading back off to bed now...

I was going to make a post but realized I don't really have anything to post, and the things I do have to post will not be repeated by me on the internet!

Well I guess I'll go enjoy the free time while I still have it, doesn't happen too often anymore (but I am most certainly not complaining about it!).

I actually wish I had classes on Fridays, it would give me something to do. My dad left this morning for two weeks, I don't know where he's going or why, the only thing that matters is he's gone, so I currently have the house to myself, but I'm bored, lonely and cold... enough complaining, maybe I'll go read a book.

Well, long time no post. Thought I better update, let everyone know my current status, how I have been. Anyways, I have been doing absolutely amazing over the past few weeks. University is going great. I am really enjoying Philosophy, which is most likely what I will be majoring in. Still aiming to become a philosophy professor. But then who knows I may end up liking Psych more. We haven't yet began learning in that course, the outline is all I have. So all round I am loving university!

Anyways, moving on to other things. Hmmm... I cannot really think of anything out of the ordinary that has happened. Things are going great with the new boyfriend (he lets me put elastics all through his hair... mwahahahaha), pink and purple ones! Heh, he probably wouldn't appriciate me posting this little bit of information. I think I can handle the concequenes though, if there are any... Well, my level of geekiness has skyrocketed, I spend a scary amount of time playing video games, and just last night I watched the first Star Wars trilogy, all one right after another (this is something new to me). I understand it all a lot better now, but I was very dissapointed with the ending of Return of the Jedi, (this was the newer edited version), and well they totaly changed the E-wok (sp?) party!!! Yeah, I know what you're thinking. How could they?!?!?!?! I was thisclose to bursting into tears! I am getting a bit emotional just thinking about it right now... There were a few other things in the movies that I was not pleased about, but I won't get into that now.

Well i probably should get to bed soon. I have not been getting close to enough sleep lately, and these early mornings are draining me... G'night!

Current Music: E-Wok party music, Yiah!

I'm lonely...

That's all I have to say.

Current Music: Light My Fire ~ The Doors

Well New Years Eve was blast. I had an amazing time, I can safely say it was the best new years eve I have had. Lots of awesome people I have not seen in quite awhile, many, many hugs on my part (I must say sorry Emily for almost breaking your ribs), and well I scored a new boyfriend! I was surprised at the fact that my mom didn't care about the fact that I was out all night, weird. Maybe she is starting to trust me...? My dad on the other hand was not impressed in the slightest, no surprise there.

Yesterday was rough, lost a best friend to Halifax! I miss you Jenna. How am I ever going to fill in all my Jenna time, now that'll be a task in itself! Then after that I got maybe 2 hours of sleep after a night of only about 2 or 3, me being tired as hell had to work, and was it ever insanely busy. The shift went by so slowly too... I should have went right to bed after work, but no I had to stay up and watch a sappy love story with my sister. For some odd reason Nicole and I have been getting along so much better now. She wants me to go see Lord of the Rings tonight with her! Something I had a hard time believeing.

Well I probably should try to get in a few more hours of sleep now. Later all!

Well 18 finally... Got woken up quite early by my whole family so they could wish me a happy birthday, and try to make me feel old. It somehow worked, but only for a short time, I still feel young as ever now. I guess that's bound to happen when most of your friends are 1, 2 or even 3 years older then you.

Well I think I better go get some more sleep, I have been trying to catch up on my sleep for days now. Which is near impossible when you have 3 younger sisters... But I must attempt, this whole feeling drained every second of the day isn't working out for me...

This post was totally pointless, but I felt the need to make a birthday post...

Sleepy time now.

Well I am feeling a lot better now... I guess I just needed to analyze the good and bad and see that they balance out (universal law #1). Plus I just cannot stand to let myself be in a crappy mood on X'mas Eve! I am still in desperate need of more sleep though... Got woken up nice and early today to pick up forms for my student loan, fill them out and drop them off at the post office, within a few days I'll have the loan and will be able to go pick up my books. One thing I have to look forward to, it'll be nice to be back in school. Anyways after that I went out to eat with my dad, that I'm not even going to explain... Then got to go do some more shopping with Jenna, fun! I swear I am staying as far as possible from malls after today. This week has been a mall overload. I am back home now, (obviously), relaxing to some Sublime, Yiah! Now if Sublime doesn't do some serious cheering up, I honestly don't know what would. Now all I want is a back and neck massage and I'd be in Heaven! Mmmmm.....

I must run off to get ready for church soon, I'm actually looking forward to it, but even more so for all the movies I rented for tonight! Merry X'mas, later all!

Current Music: Sublime ~ No Women, No Cry

Christmas isn't what it used to be, this is officially the worst Christmas holiday ever. The good is no longer out-weighing the bad. I can no longer tell if I'm happy or not, I guess that's a sign that I'm not. There are times when I feel as happy as can be, then others where all I want to do is curl up and cry myself to sleep, something that has been happening too often lately. My head hurts, this is all too much to handle, I don't want to slip back into depression again. I don't want to lose my motivation, or people who I have been becoming closer to, I don't want to lose it all just because I cannot deal at this time with everything that has been going on. I want to talk, but I'm scared to do so...

I'm going to try to get more sleep which doesn't look too promising...

Well I'm told to post, so here I am posting, cause you know I always do what I'm told... I really don't have too much to post. I could go on and on about Lord of the Rings, how amazing it was, and how sexy Legolas is... but I'm sure people are sick of hearing that from me.

This weekend is going to hectic for me, my own fault. I left all my shopping till the last minute this year. I'm usually right on the ball with everything that involves X'mas, but I've just had so many things on my mind, and I'm just really not in the X'mas spirit this year, for reasons that are unknown to me. Some of my shopping is going to be pushed back maybe a few days too which pisses me off, my paycheck got screwed up, so I only ended up getting one week of what's supposed to be two weeks pay. That put me in a cranky mood for part of my shift yesterday, but it got better. At one point I had an eyelash in my eye and was what would appear to everyone else to be winking, anyways one guy saw me and thought I was winking at him, he smiled slyly and winked back. I got a good laugh out of it, after he left of course!

Well I think I'm going to go put on some girly music then dance and sing along, cause I'm just that cool...